The other dream

A bit of a back story. I had to work two full time jobs the whole time I was married to my first wife. I did not treat my wife the way she should have been treated. She fell out of love with me and we divorced. I had four kids with her, they are the light of my life and the only true love I have ever known. Anyhow it was five years before I found another woman to call my wife. That did not last long I was married for one year, we had a very passionate love for each other but our lives where not compatible, it became very over whelming and abusive.   So we decided to part ways and avoid each other. At this time the passionate fighting compounded with me having an adverse reaction to a medication proscribed to me to help manage my OCD landed me in the hospital for about a week. I was released from the hospital and I went and stayed with my older brother Joe. This was the start of my second dream, a dream that has not stopped. I went to bed on my brothers couch and woke up in a hospital bed. There was a woman toying with a machine, pushing buttons on it. There was a tube running from the machine to a tube that was in my nose. I reached up and touched the woman's arm and startled her. To make a very long story short doctors told me I had been in a fever induced coma from catching pneumonia for the past three weeks. Well life has gone on. Living two lives one here with my 5 kids, two divorces and struggling to survive and my other life where I live in a nice house with my wife, Ashly. In one of my dream worlds I have total amnesia. Quite honestly it's disturbing. I have tested everything in both of my dream worlds to find a flaw to figure out which one is real. I know for a fact this world I am in now is the real one.   Funny I could go on and on as to what length I have gone to, to prove that the other world is a dream. I gave up. The only thing is now I'm having a hard time recognizing my faults memories. It's a very odd thing to remember what you did yesterday from both dreams. I feel like my brain is filling up with memories from both my lives. Which would explain my nonstop head aches.