Sunday, October 13, 2013

It's late like 2am!

So the other day I tryed something in my dream world that seemed like a great idea at the time. I asked my wife Ashly as to why we do not have kids, because in the real world I have five of them. It's odd having to worry about hurting the people I love even the ones that are not real. She's real to me in every way as far as I can tell. Anyhow I did not like the reaction I got it was very upsetting and I felt very cruel afterward. Seems she had an exposure to a high level of radiation to  shrink a tumor she had over one of her overies that left her unable to have kids.
Well anyhow after she stopped crying and I was able to convince her I was not going to leave her for someone that can have kids, I explained to her as to why I asked. See in the real world I don't get to see my kids all that much and they are the joy of my life I just couldn't imagine not having them. So now I am left with having to go to bed to wake up to Ashly and she is still upset I am sure. Ok so I am thinking that if I go to bed real late it will shorten my time in my dream world some how and I won't have to deal with Ashly being upset. I know it's crazy to worry about my dream wife's feelings but it's no different than me having to worry about my girlfriends feelings in real life. She's going to be mad I came to bed so late and she has to be up in one hour. It's now 2am I better go to bed.

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