Who is she?

I have thought about drawing her or writing about her more often but I fear that my real life girlfriend will mistake it for me wanting or comparing her to Ashley. Funny I do wright about my real life in my dream world and Ashely reads about it. She is interested and engaging very supportive except for the not being able to have kids thing, she's still punishing me for being less than compassionate about her feelings. I also talk to a psychologist who has access to my blog.  Ok back to Ashley she's about 5.9 with blond curly hair toe head blond all natural, she is slim about 120 lbs she runs her own pottery/gift shop and is very creative she mostly breaks even in her business affairs but she is warm and smart in her demeanor. She has very blue eyes and wears cosmetic contacts that make her eyes an unreal electric blue. She's an attractive woman with a nice build, nice hips, A size breasts and kinda a small nose with full lips. Above avrage looks, she dresses kinda like a hippy with broom skirts and V-neck sweaters that give you a little peek at her swooped small perky tits. Hmm I will see if I can find a pic that best represents her looks.

She go's bra less a lot, not so much at work but around the house. 

This is the closest I could find of what she looks like with a small nose and big pouting lips and bigger eyes. To me she looks like an anime version of a human.

This is by far the closest I could find to a picture of what she looks like except a lot older and less youthful. She's very down to earth and kinda playful very understanding.